I don't often put on here what it is that I am reading--It's a private thing for me. Honestly, I don't read exactly what people would expect that I SHOULD read...
A couple weeks ago I was reading some brain candy....and wanted out. I wasn't sure were to go next for a book--and was struggling with the 8 000 books in my e-reader -- not being enough.
I was wandering around the offices that week and wandered into the Clinical Research Manager's office and there it was. My next new book.
When I joined "Research Row" the Business Manager recommended this book, I'd seen it around, but I didn't really think I'd like it.
So, I asked if I could borrow her book, she said yes, if I could make a way to "check out" the two books she had in her library.
So, I am reading: The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks"
I was 20 pages into this book when I was so angry--I didn't think I would continue reading it. I put it down for a couple weeks, while I was away in Los Angeles. I picked the brain candy back up--then realized, I need to finish this book.
I can tell you I have been disgusted, angry, frustrated and hopeful all at the same time. I am right now into a part of the book -- where hypocrisy is rampant.
The interesting thing--people often feel that there is hypocrisy in the church or in Christians. You realize all over the place that the truth is-we are all hypocrites, some of us are more aware of our hypocrisy than others.
I am getting into a part of the book that has made me realize as a Cancer survivor, I owe my health to Henrietta Lacks and in Research Scientists.
Today marks a special occasion for me. 2 years ago yesterday was my last treatment at the BC Cancer Agency (Vancouver Island Centre). I walked out of the building and thought, see you NEVER. I didn't realize that I would be back every 3 months.
Today, is the 2nd anniversary of my day of freedom from BCCA and although I struggle on a daily basis with pain, fatigue, inability to handle stress. I would rather be on this side of treatment than the other.
Thank you Henrietta, for your sacrifice.
To the Lack's family who were treated so badly..thank you.
To the Scientists who did horrendous things to many people in the name of "Research" what the hell were you thinking??? But thank you for learning what you did to invent Vincristine, Cyclophosphamide, Doxorubicin, Rituximab and Prednisone so that today I can be healthy.
Thank you God for the strength to endure and for the remaining years I have here on earth.
And a special thank you to Kent, who cooked, cleaned, loved, helped me through and endured this all along with me. You really are the best Kent. I love you so, so, so much.
I remember my affliction and my wandering, the bitterness and the gall. I well remember them, and my soul is downcast within me.
Yet this I call to mind and therefore I have hope: Because of the Lord’s great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail.
They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. I say to myself, “The Lord is my portion; therefore I will wait for him.”