I just finished my "homework" for the BC Cancer Agency. It wasn't tough, but going through that I can see that I have a ton to be thankful for. I have a network of support, great family to lean on, wonderful kids and an amazingly supportive husband.
Kent and I were talking last night and I am seeing the stress is starting to make us a little snappy with each other. We both feel its each others fault--of course. I am just reacting to you being short with me. I think we need some time to ourselves. More than just an hour we catch here and there....
The truth is we are entering a point in this where it could get really scary and overwhelming, the appointment we have tomorrow is with the Medical Oncologist. We will find out staging, treatment plan, and my specific path through this....according to the Oncologist.
I called today and lodged a complaint with regard to the person who originally called me. As I was reading my homework, I was seeing that she didn't have a clue what she was talking about OR the welcome package isn't telling me the truth...
I will find out tomorrow what the whole truth is--I felt from the beginning the woman from the BCCA was just trying to intimidate me, scare me, or just flaunt the power she has always had over me.
I am such a doormat.
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