Funky

What is wrong with me tonight?

I saw a picture of Allie and it started.  Then I saw a post on Facebook from Linsae--and I am feeling done in.

It's true.  I miss West Kelowna.  I miss EC Youth.  I miss Family Medical Clinic.  I miss my little neighbourhood Starbucks.  I miss my straight hair.  I miss my daughter so very, very much.

I miss her laugh, I miss her silliness, I miss her dazzling blue eyes and her freckles.  I miss how people would talk about us--about the friendship that we had cultivated over time.

I know it was time to let her go, I know that she's probably having a blast in the prairies, but man...there is not a whole lot tonight that feels good.

How get out of this funk?

I am focusing on the fact that in 9 more sleeps I will see my beautiful, incredible Daughter and amazing Son in Law.

Since leaving West Kelowna, Tuesday nights are hard.  There it is.  It's hard.  I miss my kids so much...so to focus on the positive--I am thankful for the years that I had with them.

So, now, I pull up my bootstraps.  Have some tea, and look at the bright side.

I have a stinking amazing life.